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[Oct. 26th, 2009|06:26 pm] |
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Siobhan, at least i'm not fat and so white i blend with th wall. Why must you bother retaliating t th past now when you could've done it, lets see..........7 months ago? Hahah fucking loser la you. Need t scold someone, must scold me. So stupid. Eh and don't act so smart k, see if you can even get into a school and cope with your studies instead of partying like a whore(: Bye darling...oops i meant fatty(: HAHAHAHAH
P.s don't bother replying t this, if you do, then we'll all know what a loser you are trying t defend yourself.
P.p.s i'm not defending myself by retaliating t your post for me, but it's just something i thought you needed t know incase you think your so cool so smart so hot and all th things your not.
p.p.p.s lastly, stay th hell out of my life, and i'll do th same. Say anything bad, and i'll hunt you down like th dog you claim i am. Plus stop bitching and stop ruining lives. Tyvm(:
K now we shall get back t our lives and have a blast ayeeeee^^ BAI BAI BAI BAI BAI BAI BAI BAI BITCH BAI BAI |
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[Oct. 5th, 2009|07:37 pm] |
If i knew it would be the last time that i'd see you fall asleep, i would tuck you in more tightly and pray to god your soul to keep.
If i knew it was the last time that i'd see you walk out the door,
i'd give you a hug and a kiss and would call you back for just one more.
If i knew it woud be the last time i hear your voice lifted up i praise,
i would tape each word and action and play them back throughout my days.
If i knew it would be the very last time, i would spare an extra minute or two to stop,
And say 'i love you' instead or assuming you know i already do.
So just incase tomorrow never comes, and today is all i get,
I'd like to say how much i love you, and i hope we never will forget.
Tomorrow is not promised to anyone. And today may be the last time you get to hold your loved one tight.
So if you're waiting for tomorrow, why not do it today? For if tomorrow never comes,
You'll surely regret the day that you didn't take that extra time for a smile, a hug or a kiss,
And you were too busy to grant someone, What turned out to be their one last wish.
So hold your loved ones close today and whisper in their ear that you love them.
Take time to say "i'm sorry", "please forgive me", or "it's okay".
And if tomorrow never comes, you'll have no regrets bout today.
I've highlighted a few lines/words for a reason. To everyone i've hurt. To everyone that's hurt me or is still hurting me.
I'm changed. Like they say, sometimes goodbye is a second chance.
xx
p.s. i know i said th other post was gonna be my last post, But t all those that didn't add me or t all those that i didn't add,
I want you'll t know this. I've turned over. This is t certain people that i apparently still care for.
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[Sep. 26th, 2009|09:35 pm] |
movedt http://twistedtheories.livejournal.com
BAIIIIII
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[Sep. 19th, 2009|09:22 pm] |
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Kopiiii katz.
IDHYIFIHYSMIWVMLTCYOASAOYGO. IHE.EOAYL,PTC,PTLM,IMWTFGFAL.IYRDMTTM,WBABABABABABANSAFW?SR,INRMSABALAY.
-All the shit you think you're going thru, i think i finally understand why. You do deserve it. People warned me never t trust someone like you, they told me that you're just using me, I didn't listen. I touched and i got burned.
-I don't really care who you think you are, i don't care if you think you're so damn big.i'm not scared of you, i never will be. Maybe if your ego wasn't as big as your head plus butt combined together, i wouldn't have said all th things i did. You should change, and i think i should too.
-You talk, you talk like you're some gangstaaaaa, but there's no use when you're stuck with a personality like yours. You should really stop your nonsence if you know what i mean (LPO) Go figure, you'll need all th help you can get.
-I thought we were friends? But then again, what do friends really mean, right?
- It's true, iwtbyfiwtbylbymtdoabstwnicdblmegtmoa. I don't quite like you.
-You WERE a good friend, but now you're just like them.
-Same goes for you.
Plus, i have a right t say whatever i want. If ya'll weren't so caught up in your self proclaimed busy lives and spared a thought for someone who's really cluless bout what's really going on in this shit hole life of theirs. Try not thinking so much bout yourselves please. Don't pretend you'll ever knew what i was going thru. Bet you'll never cared bout me plus my problems. I tried not t be so unhappy all th time, i did, but just as my happiness started coming back, new chit kept popping right back up. Answ this, since ya'll said you'll will be there for me 24/7, you'll love me+all th other bullcrap lies, Would we be stuck in this scene right now? Think before you'll react t something. AND if you'll really did care and wanted me as a friend, ya'll wouldn't bitch bitch bitch and leave me always begging like a dog t find out what's wrong btw us. Everything was all a lie. Ya'll are fakes. Ya'll are no different form S & N they all. Why don't ya'll consider joining YOUR group wiht theirs? A perfect match it would seem. Ya'll would be th kooolest kliquessssss in th whole world, also consider taking over th world perhaps? I don't care what ya'll are thinking bout me now. I don't care what you'll say, just live your lives and i'll.......wtv.
T th other group,
-Maybe you'll shouldn't be such bitches and maybe start having a life. At th road you'll are taking, i can see no future for you'll. That's all. I do treasure all th memories. After all, they're all i have left. Right?
This is gonna be my last post. I think i've said all i needed t say. I'm done w everything, every lie, every tear, every fight, every cut, my parents. I H8 this life. I've lost everything. I'm done, enough is enough. I have t get rid of this hurt, and i know how.
Bye.
(P.s my phone.)(diary)
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[Aug. 29th, 2009|09:17 pm] |
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It takes years t build a friendship, and just moments t tear it down.
Too much shit.
Too much hurt.
If you'll don't care at all, Why pretend t and hurt me even more?
I'm sorry i'm not perfect ok. I really can't handle all this. You, her, you, you , you ,you. Fights. bitching. Backstabbing. Humiliation. Blood. Tears. Too. fucking. much.
Tell me what's wrong, that's th least i deserve t know. Right?
Yeah i'm too emotional. I'm too sensetive. I dont give a fuck ready. I've reached my breaking point. And it's not like i have anything t lose right? And i agree w you s, i should most prolly fuck a cow since i can't get anyone:) Th nicest thing you've ever said t me.
I'm just sorry for always annoying you'll, i'm sorry for bothering you'll w my problems. I'm sorry i don't get my way. I'm sorry i don't make you'll as happy as everyone else does. I'm just sorry i was ever born. Don't bother anymore okay? i'll leave each and everyone of you'll alone from now on. Bye?
Overdozed.
Dying.
Don't help.
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[Aug. 27th, 2009|07:48 pm] |
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One chance is all i ask.
I shouldn't allow my emotions t get t me anymore. i just feel so lost now. There's a whole lot of shit i need t get off my chest now, but i don't wanna bother my friends w my pathetic problems. i feel so helpless. Is there anyone that will bother t listen t my problems? I just want an answer t these two questions,
why does this always happen t me?
What's wrong w me?
Maybe i should just fucking die...i pray one day on th way home or on th way t school, my bus'll fucking crash and fucking burn, i need t get rid of this fucking misery. It's unhealthy t live th life i'm living.
I'm sorry.
You're flooding my head,
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[Aug. 24th, 2009|10:13 pm] |
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We'd cross the deepest oceans,
cargo across th sea,
and if you don't believe me
just put you hands on me,
And all th constellations shine down for us to see.
That's all i've t say for today. Emotionally drained. Need. time. t. fucking. think.
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[Aug. 20th, 2009|10:49 pm] |
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You might think i'm not affected by whatever happened just now. But you're wrong. You have no freaking idea how hard it is for me t erase every lil word you said t me. It's hurts you know, i do have feelings incase you didn't realise. You opened your trapped and announced t th whole world, i had t choice t tell on you and n. But guess what? I didn't. I don't understand you, seriously. This is freaking gonna take me forever t get over. Just so you know, you won, you got your way. Are you satisfied? Bet you are.
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[Aug. 9th, 2009|06:20 pm] |
i love this girl t th maxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx<3333
  
k done whorzxzx. i have more pics but damn lazy t upload. I velii veli bored. Mandy ah Mandy a.k.a hannah montana, i still can't get over th fact that your ma grounded you cuz you __________ HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA. Fucking farny please. Your mother is krazzyyyyy plus kewl. HAHA i cannot stop laughing, tak boleh tahan. kk i shall not make my best friend angry^^ i shoooo sweeet right mandy HAHAHA. stop lisa stop. k i'm done. my shoulder still fucking hurts cause of th skating. How awesome. Imma bathe for th second time today cuz i feel fucking sticky.
peace out ma bitchexxx.
(p.s. i still love you hannah montana, don't keeel meeee, you know you love me too^^)
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[Jul. 13th, 2009|07:45 pm] |
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Stare for all i fucking care.
Be like me and grow up bitch.
Th world doesnt freaking revovlve around you.
2 months of fighting and you've still not had enough aye?
you're a 15 year old with th brain of an 8 year old.
That's how freaking immature you are.
What makes you think you can act all big with me?
You think i'm gonna bow down on my knees and beg you for forgiveness?
Go t hell man, i don't need you. Not ever. you're not perfect you know.
i've got other friends if you didn't realise.
Well i shall continue tomorrow.
my hands veh pain already.
xx
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[May. 27th, 2009|07:27 pm] |
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My life is getting back on track ready.
anyways, ehhhhh chels maria deirdre apple angel and yi lin++ all thiose who are coming,
friday, toning. clebrating my bday kkkkkkK!
Be there, if not.........be afraid, be very afraid.
HAHA
Okay i thiink i'm done.
see all you noobs around:) |
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[May. 16th, 2009|11:22 am] |
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[May. 6th, 2009|05:31 pm] |
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How far is far?
Things turned out this bad.
not a lil emotion?
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[Apr. 17th, 2009|06:35 pm] |
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Not me.
Sometimes you've just gotta accept th fact that you're not all that interesting anymore.
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[Mar. 15th, 2009|03:20 pm] |
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GAIL HAHAHAHHA
All for now. Will upload th reast went siobs decides t upload all th pics. I'm so tired, goshhhhhhh. I'm effing addicted t text twist. Hurry all you no life people, go play it. It's fucking fun. Ok i shall go play some more. baiiiiiiiiiii.
when th time comes, it'll be you who's gonna get on your knees and beg them not t go.
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[Feb. 28th, 2009|12:43 pm] |
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I've made so many mistakes in life that dissapointed my parents, But this last thing i did could prolly tear this whole family apart. What i did yesterday, though my dad has a lil hint i did'nt stop, is totally rediculous cause we all got caught too. At first i thought, ok so what we got caught they might be able t give us a chance, But no, After seeing my friend Cry and scream at th th dm's with vulgarites, They still did'nt care. Seeing her cry like that really made me + th rest break down. All i can say right now is that i regret whatever i did but i still can't stop doing what i'm doing. It's hard, I've tried and i had a bad fever. I guess i'll learn t quit as time goes by. What i'm really here for is t say how much i hate th school. I don't really give two fucks if some bitch sees this post and prints it out and gives it t some bitch of a dm. Cause i really dont care, I really lost interest in school and i really want th dms t see this t tell them how much i hate teachers and school. First of, i would very much love t reward susan crossly for being th biggest bitch ever known. You think you really know all of us like how you know your own father? Think again you bitch, We do stupid things, yes. But whatever we did, we already said how sorry we were. But no, you really couldnt give two fucks t come out of that fucking small office of yours and actually hear our explanations. Instead you were in there with a stupid person talking. Th stupid thing is, Everyone in school, be it teachers or dm's....etc, they all say that they dont want us t do stupid things and hurt our parents. But you know, If sometimes th biggest mistakes we ever make, can be kept as a secret, that can actually save our families.
You'll as fucking teachers/dms/principal by now should understand th fact that we're fucking teenagers. We're fucking stupid and we're fcuking immature. We know our limits. And we know whatever we're doing is wrong but yet we still go ahead and do it, cause we think its fun. So what if we're killing ourselves? We are'nt your responsibilities, cause we dont have anything in common, we dont fucking share th same blood and families. Hate sjc, hate life, hate crossly.
At least one of th dm's actually wanted t give us a chance, but no you'll just wanted t see us suffer.
THANKS ALOT FOR TEARING AL OUR FAMILIES APART. SCREW EVERYTHING ABOUT TH SCHOOL. AND MOST OF ALL, SCREW YOU BLOODY EGOISTIC BITCH, SUSAN CROSSLY HOPE YOU DIE IN YOUR SLEEP OR I HOPE YOU DIE WHILE YOU'RE DRIVING AND YOUR CAR GETS THROWN OFF
THE ROAD, YOU'RE TH WORST PRINCIPAL EVER AND I WISH YOU WOULD JUST DISAPPEAR AND STOP THINK YOU OWN TH WHOLE GOD DAMN
SCHOOL WHEN TH FACT IS THAT YOU'RE NEW, JUS T REMIND YOU. YOU"RE THE MOST STUPIDEST PERSON ON EARTH,
I HATE YOU FOR LIFE. SCREW YOU MOTHERFUCKINGWHOREBITCHSLUTFACE.
With hate,
lisa.
T all of you,
i know we all regret whatever we did right? Now it's like everythings changing for all of us, Just know whatever it is, i'll always love you'll and i'll always be there for you'll. I hope that nothing changes th love we all have for each other. Friends for life. I'd rather die than t loose any of you'll:(
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[Feb. 24th, 2009|09:45 pm] |
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Nessa fong.
Hello love, i wanna wish you a very very happy birthday in advance. First things first, i miss you so so much, i miss you being in school. I know we've had our ups and our downs but it all turns out well in th end right? You're just so full of joy and happiness, somtimes, i wished i could be as happy as you. You're th cutest littlest 17 year old i have ever met. And let me tell you this, I'm thrilled t have you as a friend, you bring me so much joy. I so love being around you, i miss our little after school gatherings and hide and seek days. Those were th days aye, but now things are changing drastically and we'll have less and less tiem for each other. I miss you like so much, i've not seen you in god knows how long man. Lets go out soon. Like real soon. Then i can update you on stuff. Anyways i just needed you t know how much i treasure th friendship i have wirth you and how much imiss you. I love you with all my heart and soul, Have an awesome birthday love. <33333333333333333333333333333
With love,
Lisa:)
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[Feb. 24th, 2009|09:21 pm] |
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I wanna be the earth that holds you,
Every bit of air that you're breathing in.
I miss your texts. I miss you telling me t cheer up when i'm sad, i miss getting all hyped up when i see an incoming text from you......Th fact is, i really miss you. You may not know it but i seriously do, I feel a need t hear your voice again but i don't dare make th move t call you and ask you how you're doing. I think i've fallen for you, You're different form all th other guys i've ever met, you just so............charming+sweet. I love you with all my heart.
P.S Hi manda panda, please cheer up! hahah great minds think alike! We're fated t be together HHAHA, just know i'll always be here if you ever need anyone t talk t and i love you with all my heart sweetheart:)
Everytime i see you,
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[Feb. 23rd, 2009|07:08 pm] |
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Can we have a dream t build together?
I think i need you, a chance is all i'm asking for. |
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[Feb. 15th, 2009|06:40 pm] |
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love me still? |
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